Kai is tired. Plain tired.
*sniff sniff. =(
I tink i hav a tendency to be emo. Its a really useless state to be in. Let's say i'm serious about my 2nd statement, it results in emo abt being emo! Haha =) Hmm.
Nar.. think i commonly reside in a state of emotion tt's a cousin of emo =). I got it today as I was coming home fr hall. Been there since mon. Lately things hav been kinda 'lined-up' i would say, not nearly busy or hectic but in a sense, back to back. Home seems a different world from hall. Not that its anything special, but going home is like having the past, memories rush back into me as the train does and drown the present. Its not nostalgia, just a lump of rojak. sometimes u feel like eating it, sometimes not.
Yesterday, I was in a similar mood, closer to emo tho. I was thinking of how one of my current policy is to constantly revise my opinions. Ha. It can be confusing. I thought of how I was really angry (hate?) with a person so much but upon hearing tt one of his family member was hospitalized (no idea what it was, but its nothing much apparently) actually accept the very characteristics i abhored. kinda saw gd pts. Why couldn't I do that fr the start? So much easier to be angry, bitch and slander. It actually feels good, bitching sessions with a common enemy..
Was at Can A, strolled there ponderin the pros and cons of alwaes having the 'On 2nd thought..' (humanism?) syndrome, had coffee.. and then there was THE sunset. =) Remember WAH? i tink William Turner.. British guy.. he painted 'the fighting Temaire'.. The sky was mucH more splendid then the painting's.. SO AWESOME.. it was strips and rolls of gold with molten lava concentrated around the semi circle source. too bad i onli had my hp cam. I'm not good enuf w words to do it justice, but it wiped alway all my tots and reminded me of one opinion i'll nv need to revise. God is THE greatest artist ever.